i am soo drunkkk right nowand i reallyenjoy emo portm and wankin offfffffffff to it.


thum n in mouth is interesting


i amreading about neefi

LOL

neefait 1 2 3
and now i spoke onto you josepoh my first born sorry to my moyhret bear heeee consecrate

precious landdd inheritance th y seed

security forever keepcommandments

josohphe my last born

I am boycotting Facebook.

At least for a little while.


Merci de m'avoir achete un hamburger ;)

well it's over.

Lots of good things are coming our way.

Of course, Christmas, which is pretty amazing. I'm looking forward to it this year, more than usual. I think because the last year has been so up and down, so, the holiday will be a nice positive day for me. Matt will be here in less than a week, too. That'll be good times.

Today is day 9 of 9 in Lou's consecutive work day program. I cannot effing wait to have two mofo days off in a row. It's going to be so nice. I'm actually a little overwhelmed by this because I don't know what I shall do...sushi? Video games? Beer? Sleep?! What to do, what to do.

It is a strange feeling to not have to worry about taking any finals or writing any huge essays before winter break this year. I have never not been in school. I have definitely had a restful and much needed break from it though, so I'm still sticking by my decision to withdraw.


a+++

i have not taken any prozac today,
and i feel off
and i cannot handle being lied to so deeply anymore
it has happened far too much and it makes me feel as though
it will never end.

I just don't want this to happen to me anymore because it is the worst feeling.

it will never end, at this point

that is how I feel.

The lying will never end.

Katie, you have shattered my confidence in EVERYBODY, at this point.

I don't know if I will keep taking my Prozac, or if I will
just let myself deteriorate.


withdrawing=death?

It's lonely sometimes in the fastlane
People come and go like rain
And I look around for a hand to hold
But there's no one here today
Everyone has gone away
And left me in the fray

So don't wish upon a star
Cuz a star can only get you so far
And it doesn't matter who you are
Cuz the sky looks better from the ground anyways
You never know what you've got
And even if you do it doesn't mean it's gonna stay
Tomorrow is another day
You only live once and I'm living for today

I'm living for today

So I drive around the superficial town
With a smile on my face
No one really knows how I feel inside
And I'm keeping it that way
It's my story to replay
And the fastlanes where I wanna stay

So don't wish upon a star
Cuz a star can only get you so far
And it doesn't matter who you are
Cuz the sky looks better from the ground anyways
You never know what you've got
And even if you do it doesn't mean it's gonna stay
Tomorrow is another day
You only live once and I'm living for today

I can't find my sanity
I'm about to lose my mind
And I, I can't find my sanity well I want to lose my mind
And if only I can show 'em that nobody's gonna bring me down

hello sir, i'm still in love with your yellow shirt.



by the way,

bubbas is fun
i hate embryos
glickman family library is a wonderful place
i should be studying
breezy c just caught me updating this instead of working
i would much rather drink a mountain dew than a diet coke
sperms got nothing on eggs.
i just want to dance with him forever
vermonts going to be fun with nlove in 6 days (liz just informed me that there will be a male stripper at the party at her house on friday ngiht... which doenst really make sense to me considering the ratio or lesbians to straight women she hangs out with)
i wonder what ill be when i grow up